Korean Hype Me

So the Koreanovela fever is now attacking me... I'm done watching Baker King, My GF is a Gumiho(fox) and Playful Kiss with my 8 yrs old daughter K. She's the one who really hooked up with these cute God's creature. I just wondering why the Korean can make a telenovelas that really get your attention and touched your heart and why do I find our own telenovenas boring. I love our actors but maybe it is in the story. The longer and complicated the stories, they more look boring and dull. But make it shorter the stories, the audience literally stop breathing in every scene; they really hold their breath and affected.
Right now, I am looking forward for more Korean Telenovelas marathon with K!!! Aja!

Aha! a sweet me?

hubby complained that I'm not longer a malambing to him. Still feel guilty as charged I dont know how to make up with him. Honestly, we are really liked a newlywed tho got married last 2006 and been together for almost 11 years now but still.... hay! M work away from the family most of the time plus the fact that I worked abroad also... the should be intimacy of being hubby and wifey are really less even though we tried to keep in touch and constantly updating ourselves no amount of talks the physical presences of each other d ata totoo ang "absence makes the heart founder". But dont get me wrong I LOVE MY M! he's my world and air. Maybe just need to pay attention more to him.
So to get a fresh start we celebrate Father' day at Golden Leaf Spa and truly enjoyed every seconds of soothing massage and the amenities such as Sauna and Steam bath, Jacuzzi and the snacks. We do planned to dine at Hapchan we like the noodles and dumplings but since we left the Spa sooo late (11pm) we end up at Vivian Tapsihan at Bulalohan along Tuazon Ave. We ordered Tapsilog, Sizzling Sisig and plain rice. No extra special in their food it's a so-so food masarap pa luto ni nanay Norma ( M's grandmother who owned a resto in Olongapo City.)We got up the next day around 10am! as in the massage gave us a good night sleep then.
I prepared M fried egg, hotdog and instant pancit canton for breakfast since we're late for pandesal. The owner even commented to M as "sir, tanghali na po wla ng nagbebenta ng pandesal".
M's tampo truly amazed me all the time. Naaalala ko na hey! I have a life and partner to enjoy for d puro stress and work lang.
M,
I know masama na loob mo but just to understand your wife. Still adjusting for so many things. I wanted to learn more from K, to our new project, to myself as an official bum and to you. From a high earner and independent person to nothing but a simple plain housewife. I thought it is simple as the word "plain" housewife but now the poor me sink in in my mind. Im a strong person I know in time I overcome my building up insecurities and fears and you'll see the old fighter in me. I love you so much! I truly do.

Bouncing Back

After the depressing miscarriage last February...Im back with confidence. I started my 6 doors apartment project last May 4. The first few weeks was really a financial draining phased. It's good that I tracking down all my expenses down to last centavo so I would be able to see the cost of my project and if it is still in my budget. I got 12 men to work for me I personally supervise the project tho, doesn't have educational background regarding construction only the knowledge and skills I learned from my previous job. Good to know that still I am a sales and marketing person... got a good deal in all construction materials I literally walked from Mayamot to Antipolo area just to canvass and check the durability of each materials. I love the new experience that keeps me busy like a bee for now..

Hectic Me

Been busy for the past 2 months complying with apartment's construction permit and success!!! we are now in the first phase of construction. I dreamed to have a 6 doors apartment ever since I got a job in nowhere land. Finally, god give me this blessings and I am so thankful!! I hope this is the brand new start for me here in Philippines.

I know it would help M a lot. We expecting now a monthly income aside from his salary. After this my next project is my mom's house to renovate. I need to give K her own world or room since she's turning 9 yrs old this October. I know I can do all these project... so help me God.

The Sad me :(

I resigned from work in 2 days noticed.. I experienced blood spotting so I was scared and decided to go home immediately. The management fully support my decision though, it will kinda hard for them to replace me within 2 days so I trained one of my employee to temporarily replace me while the management looking for some more deserving employee. Bid good bye was the hard part I shed a lot of tears especially when the management personally came to the office to congratulate me in mt pregnancy and 2nd to convinced me to come back after giving birth. I was so touch that management really appreciate my job. Conrad my site manager who really cant release me that time and suggested to apply for emergency indefinite leave instead of resignation. Millie Pavia, the Indian Finance Supervisor emailed me a good quote... Thank you so much !

Guys, working with all of you give me sense of being more responsible, practice and open for learning and changes to enhance my craft in Construction field. Thank you for being my 2nd family in the other side of the world.

The sad me didn't stop there... my spotting still continue until I was in the Dubai International Airport. When I finally arrived NAIA terminal 1 the spotting was like I have a monthly period and then my luggage was left in Dubai. I stayed for more than an hour to verify my lost luggage and leave some info so DNATA  can send it at home. I was relieved to see M,K and nanay worriedly waiting for me... When they saw my pants soaked with blood they immediately rushed me in the Hospital. I lost the baby... I cried! i felt guilty! I cried! K and M cried! I felt more guilty! I cried! that night was the longest night I ever had...The OB gyne told me the baby was weak. I felt guilty!

Dear Baby Sandy;

Having you in my tummy in 9 weeks makes mommy realize how important Ate K and Daddy M and YOU in my life. I really felt guilty for losing you. I love you so much that I choose you over my career becos I know I'll be more happier to be with the family. But I know there's a reason why God didn't permitted you to come out. Forgive me baby if mommy's care was not enough to carry you throughout the whole thing. I know you are now my ANGEL SANDY please help mommy to recover with my guilt and always there to guide ate K.
I love you so much that I will cherish our 9 weeks together.

Right now, I struggling with myself.. what I really wanted aside from being a mom and wife. Hope before I lose my sanity I find something to keep my worth.

Love,

The sad me

Salty meal

For the first time It wasn't bland but real salty!!!!!! chicken with tomato sauce, salty chow mein noodles, blanched brocolli, raisins cookies, banana and banana juice. I ate it though salty becos I need to eat.

Still getting some spot please pray for me and baby sandy...

Feeling Blue? Try some Tim Hortons Donuts

This is my first craving... Tim Hortons donut and sooo delish!! The chocolates that coated in the donut really tasted milk choco not cocoa. The crew bought me 2 boxes for 10 dlrs reallly worth it! I can't drink coffe so I partner it with bottled water.
Feel down today.... mood swing?.. hays....